September 6th - MILESTONE TODAY

Jeez, it's hard to believe, but TODAY - I've been down here for 10 years!! When I look at where my head was at 10 years ago today... to where I am now... ya, life DOES go on, don't it? No matter how much we are sure that things are the worst they could possibly be, at that moment in time, it does get better, with time.... It's that "Leap, and the net WILL apear!" My kids still love me, I have a great guy, and wonderful fur kidlets. A job that I've been at for 9 years (two days from now) I've lost some dear friends/family/pets that I've loved thru the years, but it didn't kill me. Today is a sorta/kinda milestone for me, to see where I was, to where (and who) I am today. And as I was writing this, this song came on the radio....
Crazy

Gnarls Barkley
"Crazy" (from the debut album "St. Elsewhere:)

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place
Even your emotions had an echo and so much space

And when you're out there without care
Yeah I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much

Does that make me Crazy
Does that make me Crazy
Does that make me Crazy
Possibly

And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now
who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you
think you are, ha ha ha bless your soul
you really think you're in control

I think you're Crazy
I think you're Crazy
I think you're Crazy
Just like me

My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on the limb
All I remember is thinking I want to be like them.
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little
It looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done

But Maybe I'm Crazy
Maybe you're Crazy
Maybe we're Crazy
Probably

But that's okay, 'cause this song popped into my head when I was considering "the" proposal.... LOL

So here's to another 10 or 20 or 30 years... After all the "high drama" I've experienced... I like this calmness and stillness in my life! :-)

TTFN